*Mood*: Sad. . .
*Song*: S.H.E - Zhong Guo Hua

A Japanese drama by the name of Cupid No Itazura caught my attention recently and i had been spending alot of watching the drama on crunchyroll. Well, i don't really know how many people know about this streaming website, but its definitely highly rated in my encyclopedia. =)

This J-drama is really inspiring.
It tells the tale of a person who can only get ''excited'' for 7 more times because he contacted a disease a very rare disease by the name of Rainbow Disease. This guy, who suffered this, end up searching for true love, someone he really to be with, to really spend the rest of his ''excitement''. Its really intoxicating drama for a guy, and every episode give you different surprises. But in a way of communication, it actually speaks of true love.

I would recommend anybody to watch it =D

In this show, the beautiful J-Actress who acts in most of the sexy and stripping scenes in the drama, by the name of Kitagawa Hiromi, is a fantastic actress. In the drama, she have a pure heart, one who seeks of truthful and pure love. She rather be the one in pain, hiding or even run away to fulfill others dreams and wish for their happiness. Her acting and emotional stirs manage to capture my attention on the drama.

Rating - 5/5



And don't know since when, i got into the habit of taking down beautiful phrases and sometimes blog them down. I wonder why. . . but its really intoxicating sentences.

By an old man:
Did your feelings change?
The water stream, shaves the rocks.
The time stream, reveals the truth.

By the nurse (aka Cupid in Disguise):
Do you know of the 2 components that determines our fate?
Do you know, in the making of red wine, what are the 2 main components?
To turn simple grapes to delicious wine,
you need the beam of light. . .
and time. . .

By the main character:
Affection is an impulse.
True love is the whole heart.
I came to a world that true love have nothing to do with it.

*Mood*: Sad. . .
*Song*: Jane Zhang Jing Ying - Tian Xia Wu Shuang

Return of the Condor Heroes. . . new edition.
I guess a lot of you have been viewing it every weekend at 7pm on Channel U, but i doubt people will go into the music that was played and sang wonderfully and beautifully.
At first, it was the storyline which lures me to go and watch the drama, but as time goes by, i became attracted to Liu Yi Fei Crystal's acting. Although it is a simple cold look that xiao long nu usually have, but i would rather say its the feeling she put into that simple look, that always made people watch Return of the Condor Heroes again and again.

Many debates on the internet can be found, about why it is filmed again and again, why the characters this and that, sucks, good, pretty, handsome, unsuitable etc. Blah. . . its the usual fight it all out in forum or whatever chit chat.
Time to grow up, get out of it, and appreciate people's acting. Maybe you will find more about them rather than debating all the way in internet.

The bad comments about this drama serial, would be what i see from Yang Guo's acting, the initial part is quite crappy, because i think he cannot portray some of the Yang Guo's abstract and complicated emotions. As for ms xiao long nu, she can be more exaggerated about her facial expressions although xiao long nu shouldn't show any emotions, but it is something that is all so natural in complicated feelings stage.

Overall, i would think this drama is quite good.
However, i would prefer the xiao long nu acted by Fann Wong.

Rating - 3/5


To share with you all, the lyrics to Theme Song of Return of the Condor Heroes. Please enjoy the emotional stirs of the song.

穿越红尘的悲欢惆怅
和你贴心的流浪
刺透遍野的青山和荒凉
有你的梦伴着花香飞翔
今生因你痴狂此爱天下无双
剑的影子水的波光
只是过往是过往
今生因你痴狂此爱天下无双
啊.....
如果还有贴心的流浪
枯萎了容颜难以忘
难遗忘厖

*Mood*: Relax
*Song*: Cao Ge - Bei Pan

To be a lone wolf, i certainly need to train myself.
I need to possess attributes which can shape myself into an idealistic character, where i can make more decisions on my own and having the correct instinct to sense or feel whether that path is what i should pursue.
I have been reading tarots recently to sharpen my feelings and instinct. Reading the mind and trying to feel the holiness that surrounds me when i transcend my energy to the cards.

Its time for a decision to change my life.

And certainly, i have decided upon spending my time wisely. Gonna do a lot of things, starting from Japanese language, studying at SIM, self study korean language, self learn guitar and ocarina. Wow, i certainly have a lot of things up and i want to learn.

Story to share:
每天晚上﹐沒有了燈光﹐人們點燈為了看清楚一點。
有一個瞎子﹐也和別人一樣點燈。
於是﹐路人便問他為什麼這麼做。
瞎子回答 "我不希望有人撞到我。"

Moral of the story:
每个人，活在世上都有他的意义所在。
只不过所走的路都不同，或许没有人知道，或许有人知道。
最重要的是你没有为此而放弃自己的人生。
Its really meaningful . . .
But to be able to do that, its very difficult.

Riddles to share:
什麼水沒有魚 ?
什麼火沒有煙 ?
什麼樹沒有葉 ?
什麼花沒有根 ?

Answer to riddle:
井水没有鱼
萤火没有烟
枯树没有叶
雪花没有根

*Mood*: Rot~
*Song*: Lan You Shi - Cen Jing Tai Nian Qing

Its a real habit, when i can't tahan anyone or anything, i turn to blog.
Because, in real fact, i don't know who i can talk to.
I don't want to talk to anyone about anything. All in all, it will turn back to ''i can't help you'' or ''you have to sort it out yourself''. Thats when divination like tarot or beliefs or religion came into the picture of letting me figure it out.
Often, i judge people, or i read humanity, or i put myself in that person's mindset to view things and try to understand or predict whatever is happening. And dunoe~ from when, i started to slowly realize humanity is something that is hideous. To the point that i often compares it with the phantom of the opera, or compares it to the most demonic thing i can think of. But in the end, even that most evil thing, has got love implant in it.

I simply don't find any in humanity, or friends or what crap.

I am sick of having people telling me, "i go back think about it", "i dunoe i can make it or not", "i am tired", i don't go around doing that unless i really boh bian. And in actual fact, i always give in to them.
I simply view back and think through today.
Why am i giving in their shit and not vice versa?
What are friends when its suppose to be like this?

Well, i tell you, i shall no longer think for them.
They should bloody hell, get a life and act like a man.
Fucking pussies, i shall lead my own life.

*Mood*: Rot~
*Song*: Luo Zhi Xiang - Hao Peng You

I think alot recently.
I think of some good friends, i lost contact.
I think of friends forsaken by my other friends.
I think of the illogical reasonings that break them up.
I am frustrated, by their craps.

Friends, closer ones. Those we crap alot together, those who spend alot of our time slacking out and enjoying ourselves, those we share alot of thoughts and, those we felt sad and cried together, those we never get bored running around, those we seen through life and humanity, all in all no matter what race what principles what characteristics. . .
are Friends!

It doesn't really matter what that friend does, be it backstabbing, be it snatching your girlfriend, be it hitting you, be it providing you with advices, be it giving you a reprimand session, be it alighting you on matters, be it informing your parents on your bad doings, still all in all no matter what race what principles what characteristics. . .
are Friends.

When you feel that friend is only giving you bad ideas or hurting you, you can simply release him from your friend list and maybe, forget that he/she ever exist.
Yeap, he/she is no more your friend.
And when he/she IS STILL YOUR FRIEND, you need to treat them like one.

And do treat them like one is difficult.
Because,
you need respect, need mutual relating, need to spend time together, need to break any barriers between each other, need to positively think of the other party as also looking out for your well being, need to forget anything u feel bad about him/her.
Thats what friends are.
If setting a barrier or wall will make you link yourself with your friends, well, forget it.
And no matter what, what makes you think, you have the right to step into other people's love matter, if as a friend you really believe in him, you would not have done that.
Both side infringing on others love matter, is a total disrespect.

I should stop saying, because it will never help.
Humans are blind in their own principles.
And, they will never stop to think about advices.
Isn't it? My dear friends. . .