http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/ C|@n oF D3A+he@Ter5 Thu, 10 Jul 2008 21:10:13 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2008. Music Computers & Internet Games http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/253.html Thu, 10 Jul 2008 13:08:50 GMT *Mood*: Fedup *Song*: Way Back Into Love I noticed i been having fedup mood since 12th June. Its nearly 1 month already and i really can't tolerate this life i been having. . . I don't know what to say when it comes to explaining what kind of shit ass life i been leading. It all comes down to the closest people i have, a crap and piss off family. Never 1 day am i actually happy much. Every single day i woke up hoping i never. I do not feel like i have enough sleep. I do not feel like i am happy at all. I do not feel like i have achieve anything. I am always pissed off. Why? Nobody cares... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=253 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/252.html Tue, 08 Jul 2008 16:11:01 GMT *Mood*: Fedup *Song*: Drew Barrymore & Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love A very romantic love story of a composer and lyricist in search of composing a greatest hit song. Their feelings and talents all in the music and finally, they fall in love with each other and start a romance that sinks into the world's ''bread and ideals'' trap. I recommend this romantic and meaningful song in the movie "music and lyrics". A brilliant and meaningful piece of art that captures me, and i hope it captures you also =) [Verse 1] (Drew Barrymore) I've been living with a shadow overhead, I've been sleeping... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=252 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/251.html Wed, 25 Jun 2008 16:15:40 GMT *Mood*: Fedup *Song*: Slamdunk OST - Sekaiga owaru made wa I am sick, i having frequent stomache and i having a shitty running nose and cough. Why am i still having idiots who piss me off around me, when today is suppose to be a rather happy day. I don't understand why i always so pissed up at home, why these idiots keep trying to make me feel pissed off. I can't relax simply at home and always give me crappy questions and not giving me ANY peace at all. WHAT SHOULD I EXPECT? I already have problems with my digestive system, so i simply ask "Mum, please try not to cook red grain rice and... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=251 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/250.html Sat, 21 Jun 2008 15:23:23 GMT *Mood*: Pissed *Song*: Exile - Your Eyes Only I am fed up, i am pissed. I hate the fcuking @#&%^&#$ ICT, waste my time and injured every part of my body. I felt like i am thrown into pulau tekong once again. Why should i be glad and feel dutiful to serve NS when its so ridiculously unfair that more and more foreigners are coming here without the need to do all this 'duties'? I am seriously fed up with the Scourge. No wonder they are Scourge. . . . filthy and dirtied like mud. Their actions and thoughts just makes me feel disgusted, i can't believe people are even looking forward to their... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=250 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/249.html Thu, 12 Jun 2008 13:15:52 GMT *Mood*: Pissed off by the Scourge *Song*: Exile - Your Eyes Only The Scourge, time and again, proved their stupidity in organizing 'suitable' trainings for 'suitable' races. One dead, Two follow, one in Acolyte Military Training @ PT (Pig Trounced) Island and two in our 'friendly' and use-$-to-buy 'holiday resort'. To be frank, what a Shit Ass Forces do we have. And funny thing is, the training is never really adjusted at all despite this numerous casualties and their numerous perfunctorily replies. What can they, these scourge, answer to those who have wasted years to raise their... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=249 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/248.html Tue, 03 Jun 2008 17:07:12 GMT *Mood*: Trapped and yet happy *Song*: Exile - Your Eyes Only I am trapped in my own heart of emotions like any other human. The only difference is that i am a much more emotional and sentimental guy. Sometimes, i notice minor things that others don't, but yet, i tend to miss lots of things i should have spotted. I just think, maybe i am not sensitive or meticulous enough to notice them. So, i am emotional but not sensitive, sentimental but not meticulous. Knock it off, one day i will realize, what is in store for me. What am i suppose to pursue, why am i alive and what does my life... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=248 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/247.html Fri, 09 May 2008 17:57:58 GMT *Mood*: Free *Song*: Dream - Sincerely -ever dream- My last entry dates back to 16th October. I felt like i am back from years back. So what happened these days? I am so so so away from my blogging life which i adopted years back. Blogging had been some place to let loose my feelings and exasperation. More of a venting ground to me than a real what-kind-of-life-i-leading blog. What awoke me? The need and crave to be successful, recognized and wealthy. Being rich is what will make a person feel happy and confidence. I need to have more passion and be an active contributor and learner. I... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=247 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/246.html Tue, 16 Oct 2007 06:11:10 GMT *Mood*: Worried. . . *Song*: High School Musical - Breaking Free These few months, living a ''heck care'' mood and doing some things i always want to go ahead and do. But it doesn't seems that easy to me. It took me a few months, to wake up in a nightmare and corrupts my mind with worries and tiresome thoughts. Floods of endless burden started stacking on my shoulders. Forced in a situation that i never thought of before, with paths ahead of me that will cost me some big problems. Sometimes i just hope for loneliness to just kill me. Its a blessing to die lonely than with people crying for... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=246 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/245.html Thu, 30 Aug 2007 15:59:59 GMT *Mood*: Sad. . . *Song*: High School Musical - Breaking Free Its been really long, 2 months plus since i last blogged. I didn't even realize, its June 22nd thats my last blog. I've been wanting to blog, been thinking things through, been planning what i want to do, been studying a bit here and there. Its finally time for me to return. I have so much to start with, so much to blog. But i can't gather my thoughts and do ever so nicely into a more structured essay-like version. I guess i will start slow, and slowly pick up day by day. Its not easy for me to break free from the slacking mood... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=245 http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/archive/244.html Fri, 22 Jun 2007 09:37:27 GMT *Mood*: Sad. . . *Song*: S.H.E - Zhong Guo Hua A Japanese drama by the name of Cupid No Itazura caught my attention recently and i had been spending alot of watching the drama on crunchyroll. Well, i don't really know how many people know about this streaming website, but its definitely highly rated in my encyclopedia. =) This J-drama is really inspiring. It tells the tale of a person who can only get ''excited'' for 7 more times because he contacted a disease a very rare disease by the name of Rainbow Disease. This guy, who suffered this, end up searching for true love, someone he really... (more) http://ray1214.blogdrive.com/comments?id=244